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Monica Bielanko
A chronicle since 2005 of my marriage & move to Brooklyn in my twenties; becoming a mother in my thirties; moving to Pennsylvania and learning to amicably coparent after divorce in my forties while living 3 doors down from my ex-husband in a small country town.
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Tuesday
Jan252011

Haunted

Lately I've been thinking about the abortion I had when I was seventeen. I feel more conflicted about it now than ever.

The knowledge that I stopped the life of a human being that could’ve grown up and been a child just like my sweet Violet tortures me. It tortures me. In the wake of Violet’s birth I am slowly becoming aware of this process taking place deep inside my brain.
It's what I'm babbling about today.